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<v AJ Hannah>Foreign.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Welcome to Inclusion Bites, your sanctuary

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<v Joanne Lockwood>for bold conversations that spark change. I'm Joanne Lockwood,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>your guide on this journey of exploration into the heart of

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<v Joanne Lockwood>inclusion, belonging and societal transformation.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Ever wondered what it truly takes to create a world without? Remember, everyone

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<v Joanne Lockwood>not only belongs, but thrives. You're not alone.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Join me as we uncover the unseen, challenge

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<v Joanne Lockwood>the status quo and share storeys that resonate

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<v Joanne Lockwood>deep within. Ready to dive in. Whether you're

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<v Joanne Lockwood>sipping your morning coffee or winding down after a long day, let's

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<v Joanne Lockwood>connect, reflect and inspire action together.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Don't forget, you can be part of the conversation too. Reach out

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<v Joanne Lockwood>to jo.lockwood@seechangehappen.co.uk

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<v Joanne Lockwood>to share your insights or to join me on the show.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>So adjust your earbuds and settle in. It's time to

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<v Joanne Lockwood>ignite the spark of inclusion with Inclusion Bites.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>And today is episode 193

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<v Joanne Lockwood>with the title Animating Queer Futures.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>And I have the absolute honour and privilege to welcome AJ.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>AJ is the founder and creative director of 3dio

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Studios, a queer bipoc woman led indie

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<v Joanne Lockwood>studio creating adult anime series, animated series

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Poison Us. And she also champions

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<v Joanne Lockwood>globally resonant LGBTQ storytelling.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>So when I asked AJ to describe her superpower, she said it is telling

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<v Joanne Lockwood>storeys and it is something she loves to do and always has

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<v Joanne Lockwood>done. Hello, AJ, welcome to the show.

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<v AJ Hannah>Hello. Thank you for having me. Absolute pleasure. This is our

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<v Joanne Lockwood>second attempt. So we tried this probably a couple of months ago and

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<v Joanne Lockwood>detect differences between us and anyway, we're back today.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Whereabouts in the world are you? You're. You're. You're in the States somewhere. I

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<v AJ Hannah>am in the States on the east coast, near

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<v AJ Hannah>Washington dc. In between that? In between that. So what's the weather

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<v Joanne Lockwood>like this time of year? Is it getting colder? Is it. It is getting colder,

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<v AJ Hannah>but it's that nice fall cold where you're wearing your plaid

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<v AJ Hannah>and your. Yeah, it feels really nice. And the

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<v AJ Hannah>pollen has finally died down a little bit because it's just cold enough to kill

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<v AJ Hannah>off that last round of like weeds and hay fever. That really tries.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Yeah. So it's nice, soft, warmish. We just

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<v AJ Hannah>had Halloween. Yeah. Yeah. Beautiful. Yes. So the

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<v Joanne Lockwood>trick and treating is big in the States. I mean, over here it's become becoming

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<v Joanne Lockwood>something, but probably not as big as it is in the States. Big

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<v AJ Hannah>in the States. I have two kids and they were just

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<v AJ Hannah>tearing through the neighbourhood in the pitch blackness and I was like,

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<v AJ Hannah>great, awesome. Door to door. We noticed over here is you go to

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<v Joanne Lockwood>the local cinema and they're Doing reruns of all the horror movies. Sort of

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<v Joanne Lockwood>October is horror movies these and then everything is there. All the

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Halloween movies or the, all the Freddy Kruegers and all this

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<v Joanne Lockwood>other stuff. Final Destination comes out. I think they bring that back. And so yeah,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>there's a lot of. Culturally we seem to do a lot of horror movies on

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<v Joanne Lockwood>at the cinema at this time of year. Yeah, we have a

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<v AJ Hannah>decent amount of horror movies come out on like the streaming

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<v AJ Hannah>platforms and then there's some that show like, hey, you have a

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<v AJ Hannah>limited showing in theatres, but I mean it'd be nice to do, to do that,

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<v AJ Hannah>but you'd have to find one of those small

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<v AJ Hannah>theatres that probably do it. We do, we're

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<v AJ Hannah>big on Rocky, the Rocky Horror Picture Show. A lot

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<v AJ Hannah>of theatres. Yeah, they'll either show it or they'll have like live

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<v AJ Hannah>acts or plays of it that go on the same time the movie's running. Like

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<v AJ Hannah>that's a big thing. So you never thought about your indie studio knocking out some

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<v Joanne Lockwood>R rated horror then? We actually have a

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<v AJ Hannah>thriller piece that we want to work on and it is,

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<v AJ Hannah>it's got two women who try to seek

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<v AJ Hannah>revenge on men who I guess treat women

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<v AJ Hannah>poorly. It's called the Manslaughter Project and

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<v AJ Hannah>so it's one of those thriller comedies

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<v AJ Hannah>that. But we're, we're, we're way in, we're still in pre production with that.

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<v AJ Hannah>So that's. Yeah. Oh, sounds intriguing. So I, I noticed from your

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<v Joanne Lockwood>bio that you sent through that your studio

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<v Joanne Lockwood>aims to be a gayer and more colourful

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Disney. That's an ambition, isn't, is an ambition.

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<v AJ Hannah>When you think about Disney? We have just this titan in the

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<v AJ Hannah>industry right now and it's, I mean, I grew up on Disney.

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<v AJ Hannah>A lot of us grew up on Disney. We watched the

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<v AJ Hannah>movie the Lion King and really formative in our years.

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<v AJ Hannah>And then, not to say, I mean, Disney still does great stuff,

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<v AJ Hannah>but there's a whole section of Disney that I feel

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<v AJ Hannah>could be better. And

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<v AJ Hannah>then we had the closings in the last couple of years of a

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<v AJ Hannah>lot of our DEI sectors and our LGBT

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<v AJ Hannah>and bipoc and women were laid off.

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<v AJ Hannah>If you know anything about the animation industry or the Hollywood industry,

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<v AJ Hannah>the animators and artists, while they are a lot of

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<v AJ Hannah>times female, they very rarely reach those

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<v AJ Hannah>opportunities to become the creators or to become the

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<v AJ Hannah>directors or become somebody that can actually call shots.

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<v AJ Hannah>So once that started happening, a decent amount of us still

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<v AJ Hannah>wanted to create and we wanted to create projects that were

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<v AJ Hannah>reflective of who we are and when this

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<v AJ Hannah>studio was formed, we decided, okay, this is going to be.

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<v AJ Hannah>Our mission, is to tell these sort of storeys that

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<v AJ Hannah>are missing in Disney. So when I say more colourful, I mean Disney's colourful

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<v AJ Hannah>when it comes to colour and we love colour,

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<v AJ Hannah>but we also want colourful, as in the different

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<v AJ Hannah>shapes and colours of people

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<v AJ Hannah>represented. So the main character isn't always,

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<v AJ Hannah>you know, a person, you know, a white girl or a white

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<v AJ Hannah>boy or a white male

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<v AJ Hannah>toy or a. I mean, you can argue that

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<v AJ Hannah>Lightning McQueen, he's a car, you know, he's a bright red

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<v AJ Hannah>car. But we kind of know the demographic that he

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<v AJ Hannah>represents. You know, between the manner of speaking

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<v AJ Hannah>and the voice actor and

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<v AJ Hannah>all of that, you. You kind of get the hint as to where he

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<v AJ Hannah>falls. So that's what we want to do, is we want to bring

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<v AJ Hannah>more people of colour in and

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<v AJ Hannah>queer people in and people that haven't been able to really

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<v AJ Hannah>lead and put those things in to

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<v AJ Hannah>animation into storeys without that

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<v AJ Hannah>pushback from the board or, hey, you need to rewrite this.

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<v AJ Hannah>There was not exactly recently, but Disney had

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<v AJ Hannah>that character who was trying to tell her

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<v AJ Hannah>storey through baseball or softball and she

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<v AJ Hannah>is trans and they had.

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<v AJ Hannah>While the aspect of her transness still stayed, certain scenes were

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<v AJ Hannah>cut out, like the scene of her having to choose in the locker room, that

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<v AJ Hannah>was cut out. The. Some of the language was cut out when

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<v AJ Hannah>she was trying to come out. And so we don't want to have to

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<v AJ Hannah>censor those sort of things, if that makes

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<v AJ Hannah>sense. But yeah, it's a big game, it's a big, big reach,

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<v AJ Hannah>but we're going to do it. I think it's down to responsibility

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<v Joanne Lockwood>of organisations and production companies like yourselves to take this messaging

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<v Joanne Lockwood>on, because we can all criticise Disney and other corporates for their stance,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>but we have to recognise they operate in territories all over the world. Some of

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<v Joanne Lockwood>those territories. It's illegal to be queer in any shape or form.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>They've got sponsors, they've got money, they got shareholders, they've got everything going on. So

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<v Joanne Lockwood>they are trying to tow this middle line and we can complain that

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<v Joanne Lockwood>they're selling out and they're not really standing up for us. I'd

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<v Joanne Lockwood>rather invest in some, in an organisation such as yourselves

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<v Joanne Lockwood>that aren't. Well, you're unashamedly

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<v Joanne Lockwood>queer, queer led and you're trying to push that message

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<v Joanne Lockwood>out to the masses and you're not, you're not actually going to be swayed

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<v Joanne Lockwood>by someone saying, oh, you can't say that in China or no, in, in the.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>In The Middle east. You're going to have to cut that bit out and change

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<v Joanne Lockwood>that word. Aiming at a queer audience or an

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<v Joanne Lockwood>ally audience who are receptive to the message of Chantel,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>aren't you? Yeah. There are

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<v AJ Hannah>people that are obviously going to say, hey, this isn't.

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<v AJ Hannah>We can't show this here. And it's okay, fine, don't show it.

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<v AJ Hannah>That's the people that will want to see it. They'll reach for

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<v AJ Hannah>it, or they'll take it and they'll grab it and they'll want it. And we

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<v AJ Hannah>have such a history, a robust history,

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<v AJ Hannah>and even more, you know, future options for the people that, you know, don't

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<v AJ Hannah>want to see queer or don't want to see people of colour in the

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<v AJ Hannah>forefront. They still have all of their options. We're not taking anything from them,

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<v AJ Hannah>obviously. We are building a media and

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<v AJ Hannah>platform for people that want to and need that

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<v AJ Hannah>sort of representation, want to have and need that sort of representation.

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<v AJ Hannah>So we're not worried about. I mean, even in China, where

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<v AJ Hannah>sometimes you'll get censored stuff, they'll still go, and

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<v AJ Hannah>the queer young people of China will still go and they'll find

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<v AJ Hannah>what they want to watch. That's just the way it is. Just even in the

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<v AJ Hannah>States where you try to, you know, block something as simple as,

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<v AJ Hannah>like high schoolers and you're trying to block, I don't know, Reddit at

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<v AJ Hannah>their school, they'll find ways around so that they can read what they want on

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<v AJ Hannah>Reddit. It just, it comes down to, this is what we're making

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<v AJ Hannah>and we are making it for us and we're making it for our community.

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<v AJ Hannah>And if you don't like it, you don't have to be a part of it.

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<v AJ Hannah>That's fine. Yeah. But the advantage that you have

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<v Joanne Lockwood>is your talent through a queer lens as well. It's not just

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<v Joanne Lockwood>a straight director or a straight

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<v Joanne Lockwood>screenwriter or the production is tend to be people straight with a

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<v Joanne Lockwood>queer character or a queer author. Maybe. In there

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<v Joanne Lockwood>you're telling the entire storey and the concept queer first, if you like, which

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<v Joanne Lockwood>means you're going to get a different version, a different flavour

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<v Joanne Lockwood>of the output than you would from a mainstream studio. And

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<v Joanne Lockwood>that's the power, isn't it? So someone's quoting Abraham Lincoln the other day.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>By the people, for the people, by the queer community, for the queer community. It's

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<v Joanne Lockwood>going to be far more representation, isn't it? Yes, and that's important

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<v AJ Hannah>when you want to tell a storey, you can put a queer character in there.

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<v AJ Hannah>Or a character of colour in there. But if you don't have the

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<v AJ Hannah>people behind it, the storyboard artists, the writers, the

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<v AJ Hannah>voice actors behind it that can actually tell that storey in

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<v AJ Hannah>a representative and authentic sort of way, then what

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<v AJ Hannah>are you doing? That comes back to that 2020 where you're just sort. It

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<v AJ Hannah>feels sort of like you're pandering or you're trying to

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<v AJ Hannah>give the people what they want for commercial aspects rather than what

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<v AJ Hannah>they're actually asking for. So we have a character in

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<v AJ Hannah>Poison Us in our animated show coming up. We have a

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<v AJ Hannah>character who is Filipino and our voice

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<v AJ Hannah>actress is Filipino. We could have just cast a regular,

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<v AJ Hannah>like any other sort of voice actress like that came to us.

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<v AJ Hannah>We could have found somebody cheaper. We could have just said, hey, we need an

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<v AJ Hannah>Asian voice actress. But no, we want somebody who. That is

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<v AJ Hannah>representative of the demographic that we're putting out there.

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<v AJ Hannah>Other character in Poison Us, Oleander, he

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<v AJ Hannah>because that's important. It's important and authentic to have somebody in there.

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<v AJ Hannah>And then I can also. If there's moments in the script that don't read

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<v AJ Hannah>right or that maybe need to be changed, we allow

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<v AJ Hannah>that flexibility to talk back and forth and be like, hey,

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<v AJ Hannah>actually, in this culture, or in. We have that

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<v AJ Hannah>exchange of ideas, so it's not gonna run up against

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<v AJ Hannah>some sort of. I guess. What is that word that I'm looking for?

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<v AJ Hannah>Not political. I'll just use the word inauthentic so that it doesn't

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<v AJ Hannah>sound inauthentic. When we're creating a character, when we're creating a

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<v AJ Hannah>reflective of other people. Like other Filipino

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<v Joanne Lockwood>about this authenticity part. And by going back

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<v AJ Hannah>talented people that are not seen in

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<v AJ Hannah>So you end up, or you went to school with this person. And that

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<v AJ Hannah>out people in other countries that maybe couldn't afford to go to scad. That

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<v AJ Hannah>couldn't afford to go to acting school or, you know, knew that, hey,

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<v AJ Hannah>acting school is probably not my best choice. As a queer person of

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<v AJ Hannah>you know, do it on the side. They're not represented,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>I think what you just said there about they're not getting picked up by the

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<v Joanne Lockwood>because they're not of the typical blend. So what you're also doing is the

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<v Joanne Lockwood>giving visibility to people, amplifying people that would not

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<v Joanne Lockwood>into that segment as well, isn't it? Mm. And there's a big critique with

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<v AJ Hannah>indie animation right now. There's a lot of people

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<v AJ Hannah>especially getting started in the voice acting scene, I mean, explain exposure

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<v AJ Hannah>or building clips, that's great for them. Some people can do that.

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<v AJ Hannah>because we're. It's like, oh, you want us

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<v AJ Hannah>to work for free for you? No, Wideo doesn't want you to work for free.

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<v AJ Hannah>No, we pay everyone. Except for me. I don't get paid right now. And

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<v AJ Hannah>that's fine. I put all the money back into the company and back into the

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<v AJ Hannah>artists and animators and people that work with me to create our

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<v AJ Hannah>that got laid off, it's important to have income, any kind of income.

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<v AJ Hannah>And right now we can't afford to pay union rates. We

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<v AJ Hannah>want to. And we want to be able to pay union rates to people

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<v AJ Hannah>that are underrepresented, are. You know,

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<v AJ Hannah>without an agent at this point, we don't have that sort of

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<v AJ Hannah>income. Our Kickstarter has the goal of

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<v AJ Hannah>being able to pay people that. And it's going on right now,

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<v AJ Hannah>but we'll see if we reach that goal, honestly. But until then,

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<v AJ Hannah>I'm paying people. FWDIO is paying people. We

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<v AJ Hannah>gigs so that they can also put on their

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<v AJ Hannah>hopefully launch them even further. Yeah, because that. That c.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>That showreel, that testimony is so

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<v Joanne Lockwood>It's. It's a crazy world we live in. So this social proof, this footage

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<v Joanne Lockwood>you can give, the portfolio you start helping people build is

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<v Joanne Lockwood>invaluable for their career. As well as it is. And I remember going

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<v AJ Hannah>into my first job, my first interview at I was

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<v AJ Hannah>a stockroom position. Position and at a grocery store.

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<v AJ Hannah>And she asked me if I had any experience. And I said no.

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<v AJ Hannah>she goes, well, we're looking for someone with experience. And I

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<v AJ Hannah>remember sitting there thinking, well, how do I get experience if nobody gives me

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<v AJ Hannah>experience? But I mean, either way, I was

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<v AJ Hannah>hired not in the stock room, but I was hired as a cashier up front.

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<v AJ Hannah>So that was, I guess, but that was that first foot in the door

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<v AJ Hannah>of okay, this is a job. And any kind of job

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<v AJ Hannah>that I get, I have to use it to pivot to whatever I'm

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<v AJ Hannah>to go in there with no experience and try to get something. Especially when it

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<v AJ Hannah>says, hey, you need to have experience. And that's why I see a lot of

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<v AJ Hannah>people in indie animation doing clips for free, doing voice acting

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<v AJ Hannah>for free, because they're building that roster. So what is the typical

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<v Joanne Lockwood>length of a feature that you produce? Is this

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<v Joanne Lockwood>long hour, two hour, or is this short? We

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<v AJ Hannah>have short. Okay, so Poison Us, the pilot is about

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<v AJ Hannah>10 minutes. The next several episodes are also in that

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<v AJ Hannah>Just because that's the amount that we've budgeted for. And we've

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<v AJ Hannah>also found that we can tell that short enough storey in that amount

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<v AJ Hannah>of Time. Now, what I was talking about briefly before the manslaughter

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<v AJ Hannah>project, that's at more of an hour and a half

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<v AJ Hannah>for a movie length. That's. But again, that one

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<v AJ Hannah>is still in pre production, so we haven't nailed down the number. We just still

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<v AJ Hannah>have the script that we're finishing out and

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<v AJ Hannah>fleshing out and actually I'm looking for

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<v AJ Hannah>a co writer on that one just because the

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<v AJ Hannah>character, dear Woman, who is part of the

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<v AJ Hannah>indigenous community. And this is one of those projects that I'm not going to go

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<v AJ Hannah>forward on until we have a writer from the indigenous community

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<v AJ Hannah>that is wanting to join on this. Because

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<v AJ Hannah>that's a cultural icon. I guess icon's the wrong word.

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<v AJ Hannah>That's. A dear woman is a cultural. Dear woman is a part of their

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<v AJ Hannah>culture that I don't want to mess up

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<v AJ Hannah>personally. And if I don't have somebody that can

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<v AJ Hannah>consult on it and I don't have somebody that can write on

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<v AJ Hannah>it, then that's not something. We're either gonna

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<v AJ Hannah>have to pivot hard with the film or that one is gonna have to

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<v AJ Hannah>be shelved because it's just. That's the way of

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<v AJ Hannah>the world. Like I. That's the way of foidio, at least. It

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<v AJ Hannah>doesn't matter how great it is. It needs to be

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<v AJ Hannah>responsible, reflective and

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Where do you push these films shorts out? Is this

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<v Joanne Lockwood>and things? Or a bit of everything? So with Poison Us,

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<v AJ Hannah>comes to indie animation, it's kind of like you can

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<v AJ Hannah>make a pilot or you can make an animation, but then if you end

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<v AJ Hannah>or a distribution company, then it has to be held until

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<v AJ Hannah>they put it on whatever streaming platform it's going to be. We don't have that

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<v AJ Hannah>issue right now with any of our

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<v AJ Hannah>projects. So we get to decide when we're putting them out, which gives us

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<v AJ Hannah>Somebody has surgery or somebody needs a mental health break for a week, especially

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<v AJ Hannah>like one of my animators or one of the cleanup artists. Okay, cool.

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<v AJ Hannah>Like, if I can't get somebody else to jump in on that week to

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<v AJ Hannah>fill in that piece that we need, that's fine. We will wait a week.

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<v AJ Hannah>We have that luxury right now. And that's great because mental health is so important

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<v AJ Hannah>to me and it's important to a lot of the people that work

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<v AJ Hannah>with, you know, in this industry. It's easy to burn out and burn out

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<v AJ Hannah>fast. So your route to monetization is through

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<v Joanne Lockwood>sponsorship. Adverts, YouTube,

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<v AJ Hannah>Yeah. So we have. We have sponsorships. We actually just

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<v AJ Hannah>Ooh, your puppy. Puppy's

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<v Joanne Lockwood>here. Puppy's here. She's getting. She's getting all

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<v Joanne Lockwood>yeah, no. So we have several different

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<v Joanne Lockwood>So this is using sort of modern, you know,

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<v Joanne Lockwood>you're accessing that market as well, right? Yeah. So we do

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<v AJ Hannah>have. There's a couple of reasons for that. One is that our

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<v AJ Hannah>than to a studio or, you know, financial

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<v AJ Hannah>They don't live in the clouds, obviously, but they people that

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<v AJ Hannah>We never had access. There's no way to go up and be like, hey, look

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<v AJ Hannah>at this script, look at this project that I have an idea for.

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<v AJ Hannah>We never had access to that anyway. So we also don't have

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<v AJ Hannah>the type of access to the financial that

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<v AJ Hannah>I guess other creators would have. So we have to put our content.

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<v AJ Hannah>We have to make our content and put it out first and say, hey, look,

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<v AJ Hannah>this is what we have. This is what we love to do. This

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<v AJ Hannah>is how good we are. And this is how many people want to see

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<v AJ Hannah>it. And then maybe they'll be like, oh, hey,

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<v AJ Hannah>do you want to also distribute that over here? Be like, oh,

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<v AJ Hannah>sure, yeah, we can do that and distribution.

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<v AJ Hannah>A lot of times you don't have to give up your creative direction for. So

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<v AJ Hannah>that's excellent. So what's the genre

412
00:27:02.160 --> 00:27:06.160
<v Joanne Lockwood>apart from queer and bipoc? Is there a style? Is it gay at

413
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<v Joanne Lockwood>Disney? Is it a Pixar type or is it anime type or.

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<v AJ Hannah>So we do 2D animation. We do 2D hand drawn

415
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<v AJ Hannah>animation. If you know Boondocks how it had a little bit of that

416
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<v AJ Hannah>anime feel, but it was still very American cartoon. That's kind

417
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<v AJ Hannah>of where we land. It does have a little bit of that

418
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<v AJ Hannah>animation anime feel to it, but

419
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<v AJ Hannah>it is still very much an American cartoon. We

420
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<v AJ Hannah>also have, yeah, Poison Us is an

421
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<v AJ Hannah>adult dark comedy. But then we have the

422
00:27:40.660 --> 00:27:44.460
<v AJ Hannah>manslaughter project, which is also supposed to be like a. But it's a thriller

423
00:27:44.460 --> 00:27:48.100
<v AJ Hannah>comedy. And we have a book that came out,

424
00:27:48.180 --> 00:27:51.940
<v AJ Hannah>which was a rom com kind of book

425
00:27:52.020 --> 00:27:55.980
<v AJ Hannah>that came out earlier in Halloween. That's. We have all

426
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<v AJ Hannah>kinds of. We're trying to. When it comes to genre, we're trying to

427
00:27:59.740 --> 00:28:03.460
<v AJ Hannah>spread across. The next thing that we want to also work into

428
00:28:03.620 --> 00:28:07.620
<v AJ Hannah>is comics and. But that's just, you know, time management.

429
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<v Joanne Lockwood>So you say hand drawn, obviously computer hand drawn on

430
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<v Joanne Lockwood>paper. You know, you're not drawing slope. It's hand drawn.

431
00:28:15.240 --> 00:28:19.200
<v AJ Hannah>But yes, it's Computer. It's not like. It's not

432
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<v AJ Hannah>like we're actually doing it on paper anymore. So is this frame by

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<v Joanne Lockwood>frame animation hand drawn, or is this. Are you. Yeah,

434
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<v AJ Hannah>24 frames per second. Yeah, yeah,

435
00:28:31.080 --> 00:28:34.880
<v Joanne Lockwood>yeah. It's a. It's quite a. Quite a

436
00:28:34.880 --> 00:28:38.760
<v AJ Hannah>mountain of time. But we have such a talented

437
00:28:38.840 --> 00:28:42.830
<v AJ Hannah>crowd, group of people that every time when they come back

438
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<v AJ Hannah>with pieces, I'm just like. I was just. I just showed my.

439
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<v AJ Hannah>My character designer.

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00:28:52.830 --> 00:28:56.630
<v AJ Hannah>Why can I not remember the name for that? There's a technical word, there's a

441
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<v AJ Hannah>fur. It's not character designer. Anyway, I

442
00:29:00.430 --> 00:29:04.430
<v AJ Hannah>showed them the key art to one of the pieces of

443
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<v AJ Hannah>animation that has come in recently and

444
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<v AJ Hannah>they were like. And I was like, I know, it's amazing.

445
00:29:12.520 --> 00:29:16.440
<v AJ Hannah>And that's just like for the opening scene, for the opening credits of

446
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<v AJ Hannah>the show. Of the show. Poison Us. Anyway, so how long does it take to

447
00:29:20.280 --> 00:29:23.800
<v Joanne Lockwood>generate each frame? So presumably you've got some stock foot, you've got some stock

448
00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:28.040
<v Joanne Lockwood>animation that you layer on. You're just looking at the

449
00:29:28.840 --> 00:29:32.610
<v Joanne Lockwood>specific character or their movement or what they're interacting with. But

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<v Joanne Lockwood>everything else is a stock image. Is it? I presume

451
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<v AJ Hannah>not for us. So we have. We have background artists

452
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<v AJ Hannah>that draw in the backgrounds and we have, you know, our

453
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<v AJ Hannah>colour person and our cleanup artist that does the colour.

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<v AJ Hannah>We have. Every character is animated

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<v AJ Hannah>by our rough animators and fine animators, like our. And our

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00:29:55.290 --> 00:29:59.220
<v AJ Hannah>character animators. So there's not any stock footage

457
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<v AJ Hannah>right there. Every piece of art that's in there, even like

458
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<v AJ Hannah>one of the girls has tarot cards. Even that has

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<v AJ Hannah>been illustrated by one of our people. So it's

460
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<v AJ Hannah>a. It's a labour of love. It takes a long time. It's that

461
00:30:14.619 --> 00:30:18.340
<v AJ Hannah>fun, I guess, clip or gif that goes around where it's like, animation

462
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<v AJ Hannah>takes a long time and it does. I don't expect

463
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<v AJ Hannah>Poison Us to be out until

464
00:30:26.700 --> 00:30:30.620
<v AJ Hannah>I'm shooting for, like, the worldwide premiere date

465
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<v AJ Hannah>of Halloween of next year. Just because.

466
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<v AJ Hannah>Yeah, I know. Just because we do have

467
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<v AJ Hannah>storyboards down and we have the voice acting mostly down and

468
00:30:42.860 --> 00:30:46.660
<v AJ Hannah>all of that. But then we still have to finish the

469
00:30:46.660 --> 00:30:50.460
<v AJ Hannah>animation. We have to clean up the animation. There are going to be some

470
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<v AJ Hannah>effects to it. We have original music

471
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<v AJ Hannah>in it as well. So it's really. Yeah,

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<v AJ Hannah>I mean, it's great. It's coming together, but it takes a

473
00:31:02.750 --> 00:31:06.710
<v AJ Hannah>while to make sure that everything hits. And then

474
00:31:06.710 --> 00:31:10.310
<v AJ Hannah>there's that whole thing that you have to do with marketing and run up and,

475
00:31:11.590 --> 00:31:15.590
<v AJ Hannah>you know, that's like three months within Itself, even if

476
00:31:15.590 --> 00:31:19.280
<v AJ Hannah>it's. Done, do the characters

477
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<v Joanne Lockwood>get modified so they look a little bit like the voice actor? Because

478
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<v Joanne Lockwood>I think about Jack Black or the Rock or things like this,

479
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<v Joanne Lockwood>or Jason Momoa when they're playing. Jason Momoa is in the

480
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<v Joanne Lockwood>Moana, isn't he? And his character looks a bit Jason

481
00:31:36.400 --> 00:31:40.200
<v Joanne Lockwood>Momoa. Like, do you kind of blend that reality of the

482
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<v Joanne Lockwood>person with the character? Or you have a character and you have the voice.

483
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<v AJ Hannah>That's an interesting thought. So I have had people say

484
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<v AJ Hannah>part of it is that, okay, so we had. We have a Filipino

485
00:31:52.050 --> 00:31:56.010
<v AJ Hannah>character. She's played by a Filipino woman. So we have

486
00:31:56.010 --> 00:31:59.690
<v AJ Hannah>a Latina character, she's played by a Latina woman. We have

487
00:31:59.690 --> 00:32:03.610
<v AJ Hannah>a trans man, black character played by

488
00:32:03.610 --> 00:32:06.890
<v AJ Hannah>a trans black person. You know, that

489
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<v AJ Hannah>in a way, they sort of mirror each other or they look

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00:32:11.450 --> 00:32:15.110
<v AJ Hannah>like each other. But I feel like as the series goes on,

491
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<v AJ Hannah>there's always tweaks in animation, and

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<v AJ Hannah>I. I do feel like the characters will look more and more like their

493
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<v AJ Hannah>people or the people will take on more and more of

494
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<v AJ Hannah>their character. Um,

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<v AJ Hannah>especially. I want to say especially Belladonna,

496
00:32:35.670 --> 00:32:38.710
<v AJ Hannah>but we'll see. Belladonna is

497
00:32:39.600 --> 00:32:43.320
<v AJ Hannah>a white redhead and she is a

498
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<v AJ Hannah>nurse. But she's

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<v AJ Hannah>also, from what I know of the voice actress, they're similar in

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<v AJ Hannah>how. In their, like, studiousness, I suppose,

501
00:32:55.120 --> 00:32:57.680
<v AJ Hannah>in the way that they approach the world.

502
00:32:58.880 --> 00:33:02.680
<v AJ Hannah>And I feel like it's kind of like that thing where you name a baby

503
00:33:02.680 --> 00:33:06.560
<v AJ Hannah>and it's like, is the baby reflective of the name or is the.

504
00:33:07.240 --> 00:33:10.520
<v AJ Hannah>Did you name the baby that way because you already knew that the baby was

505
00:33:10.520 --> 00:33:13.320
<v AJ Hannah>gonna be, you know, kind of like that? Yeah.

506
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<v Joanne Lockwood>I was wondering whether the voice actors themselves,

507
00:33:19.080 --> 00:33:22.760
<v Joanne Lockwood>whether people fan over them, you know, sort of like they were following and,

508
00:33:23.640 --> 00:33:27.560
<v Joanne Lockwood>you know, I think Disney and other big animation studios now, they

509
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<v Joanne Lockwood>pick the actor, voice actor as part of the

510
00:33:31.320 --> 00:33:34.650
<v Joanne Lockwood>promo to get the publicity, get the credibility. There's.

511
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<v Joanne Lockwood>I guess you want their acting skills as well. Whereas you go back 20 or

512
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<v Joanne Lockwood>30 years, did you really care who the voice actor was if it was animated?

513
00:33:43.080 --> 00:33:46.640
<v Joanne Lockwood>You didn't really think about it at all. Whereas now the voice actor is

514
00:33:46.960 --> 00:33:50.560
<v Joanne Lockwood>a critical part of the marketing of the movie. So presumably

515
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<v Joanne Lockwood>your voice actors, when they become part of the queer

516
00:33:54.480 --> 00:33:58.480
<v Joanne Lockwood>bipoc community, they're going to be known and people are going to follow them.

517
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<v Joanne Lockwood>They'll want the merch. You said they'll ought to be associated with that one,

518
00:34:02.520 --> 00:34:06.400
<v Joanne Lockwood>though. Vinvox, who does Oleander. They

519
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<v AJ Hannah>actually do a lot of other indie stuff and they do a lot of other

520
00:34:11.280 --> 00:34:15.120
<v AJ Hannah>queer indie stuff, so they're a person for sure

521
00:34:15.120 --> 00:34:18.960
<v AJ Hannah>to follow. I always see them everywhere. To me,

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<v AJ Hannah>they're going to be like the next Michael Kovach,

523
00:34:23.200 --> 00:34:26.880
<v AJ Hannah>like the next. But like. Or they're already

524
00:34:26.960 --> 00:34:30.560
<v AJ Hannah>that way in, like the queer sphere, you know, I don't know if you know

525
00:34:30.560 --> 00:34:34.400
<v AJ Hannah>what I'm saying. They're. Do you know Michael Kovac

526
00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:38.400
<v AJ Hannah>name Isabelle? He does. He's Jax

527
00:34:38.640 --> 00:34:42.640
<v AJ Hannah>in. And I don't know, I always say Kovach, but it's not Kovach. It's

528
00:34:42.640 --> 00:34:46.400
<v AJ Hannah>like Kovac or whatever. He does Jax in the Digital.

529
00:34:46.480 --> 00:34:50.320
<v AJ Hannah>The amazing Digital Circus. He voiced Angel Dust in the

530
00:34:50.320 --> 00:34:53.720
<v AJ Hannah>pilot of Hazbin Hotel. He voices one of the main

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<v AJ Hannah>characters in another. And like another big indie thing

532
00:34:57.720 --> 00:35:01.580
<v AJ Hannah>that's coming out Lackadaisy. So he's. He's

533
00:35:01.580 --> 00:35:05.300
<v AJ Hannah>a big indie voice actor right now. Vinvox to me

534
00:35:05.380 --> 00:35:08.660
<v AJ Hannah>is kind of like that. They're in

535
00:35:09.220 --> 00:35:13.060
<v AJ Hannah>a bunch of stuff and I. When we're in

536
00:35:13.060 --> 00:35:16.820
<v AJ Hannah>different. When I'm popping around through different indie

537
00:35:16.820 --> 00:35:20.620
<v AJ Hannah>spheres or indie, like the communication channels when I'm

538
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<v AJ Hannah>on. I'm gonna call it Twitter. When they're. When I'm on Twitter or Blue sky

539
00:35:24.580 --> 00:35:28.510
<v AJ Hannah>or any of that, I see them there a lot

540
00:35:28.590 --> 00:35:32.590
<v AJ Hannah>in the projects for those upcoming things, for those upcoming pilots

541
00:35:32.590 --> 00:35:36.510
<v AJ Hannah>or the indie work. And they're just. They go.

542
00:35:36.510 --> 00:35:40.430
<v AJ Hannah>They're like a machine with how much they audition and put out.

543
00:35:40.590 --> 00:35:44.350
<v AJ Hannah>So, yeah, they're going to be up there in one of these

544
00:35:44.350 --> 00:35:47.550
<v AJ Hannah>days and I'm going to be like, ha, ha. You talked about. We talked about

545
00:35:47.550 --> 00:35:51.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>funding and how you raise capital for these projects. Is

546
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<v Joanne Lockwood>there a kind of like an umbrella funder so that people want to get

547
00:35:55.180 --> 00:35:59.140
<v Joanne Lockwood>involved? They could sort of fund a funding organisation who then

548
00:35:59.540 --> 00:36:03.380
<v Joanne Lockwood>hands out money as needed. We can bid for money

549
00:36:03.540 --> 00:36:07.500
<v Joanne Lockwood>for your project or do people invest direct for indie

550
00:36:07.500 --> 00:36:11.380
<v Joanne Lockwood>projects? As far as I know, people invest directly into the

551
00:36:11.380 --> 00:36:14.900
<v AJ Hannah>indie project, whether that's through the indie projects

552
00:36:14.900 --> 00:36:18.820
<v AJ Hannah>Patreon or that's through purchasing the Merch or, for example,

553
00:36:18.820 --> 00:36:22.140
<v AJ Hannah>our stuff. Um, we have the Kickstarter open

554
00:36:22.780 --> 00:36:26.460
<v AJ Hannah>a lot of those. Lackadaisy, which was another indie project,

555
00:36:27.020 --> 00:36:30.860
<v AJ Hannah>did a Kickstarter for their pilot and for their first couple of episodes.

556
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<v AJ Hannah>And that's where if you wanted to fund them, you would go

557
00:36:34.940 --> 00:36:38.940
<v AJ Hannah>directly to, I guess, them and fund it. But that's a. I mean, that's

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00:36:38.940 --> 00:36:42.620
<v AJ Hannah>a good idea. I don't know of anybody that actually takes in the,

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<v AJ Hannah>hey, we. We want to, you know, we want to fund indie Animation, especially

560
00:36:46.900 --> 00:36:50.670
<v AJ Hannah>queer indie animation or we want to fund indie, you know,

561
00:36:50.910 --> 00:36:54.430
<v AJ Hannah>media in the queer and, you know, people of colour

562
00:36:54.430 --> 00:36:57.710
<v AJ Hannah>sphere. I want to give you the money and then you can distribute it. That's

563
00:36:57.710 --> 00:37:01.550
<v AJ Hannah>a great idea. I don't know anybody that, that does that. Wish I

564
00:37:01.550 --> 00:37:05.470
<v AJ Hannah>did. You want some sort of philanthropist, don't you, as a, a huge

565
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<v Joanne Lockwood>bundle of cash somewhere who you can embid

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00:37:09.470 --> 00:37:13.150
<v Joanne Lockwood>to for your project. You want, I don't know, hundred thousand

567
00:37:13.310 --> 00:37:17.300
<v Joanne Lockwood>dollars or something? Absolutely. I tell people all of

568
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<v AJ Hannah>the time if I didn't have to do any of the fundraising,

569
00:37:21.340 --> 00:37:24.460
<v AJ Hannah>that would be amazing. Like if I had some

570
00:37:25.420 --> 00:37:29.020
<v AJ Hannah>extroverted clone of me that wanted to go

571
00:37:29.100 --> 00:37:33.020
<v AJ Hannah>schmooze and talk to people and, you know, bring back

572
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<v AJ Hannah>the sponsorships or the deals or the indie animation.

573
00:37:36.380 --> 00:37:40.260
<v AJ Hannah>Amazing. Because I'm an introvert at heart. I'm a behind the camera

574
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<v AJ Hannah>person. I absolutely, absolutely like

575
00:37:44.160 --> 00:37:48.080
<v AJ Hannah>abhor going out and having to do this, but I do it

576
00:37:48.080 --> 00:37:51.880
<v AJ Hannah>because I believe in the cause. So

577
00:37:51.880 --> 00:37:55.280
<v Joanne Lockwood>you said. Yeah, you said Poison Is what, 15 minutes

578
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<v Joanne Lockwood>thereabouts? Is that right? So what does 15

579
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<v Joanne Lockwood>minutes of poison Us take in terms of funding? You know,

580
00:38:02.840 --> 00:38:05.920
<v Joanne Lockwood>obviously don't have to give me your exact figures, but just. Are we talking

581
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<v Joanne Lockwood>a hundred thousand dollars? We're talking $200,000, we're talking a million dollars.

582
00:38:11.210 --> 00:38:14.890
<v Joanne Lockwood>What do we talk about that? That's a great, that's a great question we have

583
00:38:15.450 --> 00:38:18.970
<v AJ Hannah>right now. We could do it in about

584
00:38:19.210 --> 00:38:23.170
<v AJ Hannah>$50,000, but that wouldn't pay people what I

585
00:38:23.170 --> 00:38:26.330
<v AJ Hannah>want to pay people. So I would

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<v AJ Hannah>love to get $90,000 for the Kickstarter so that

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<v AJ Hannah>I can pay people living wages.

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00:38:34.970 --> 00:38:38.470
<v AJ Hannah>And again, that's not me taking any money, that's them, you know, me paying people

589
00:38:38.470 --> 00:38:42.150
<v AJ Hannah>to take money to do this work

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00:38:42.550 --> 00:38:46.430
<v AJ Hannah>so that they can get living wages. When it comes

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<v AJ Hannah>to, you know, and union. Union,

592
00:38:50.550 --> 00:38:54.150
<v AJ Hannah>I guess, wages when it comes to doing this sort of work.

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<v AJ Hannah>That would be about $90,000 for an episode.

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00:39:00.710 --> 00:39:03.510
<v AJ Hannah>Yeah, but we're gonna, if we have to,

595
00:39:04.620 --> 00:39:08.580
<v AJ Hannah>we'll squeeze it through there. So what was going through my mind

596
00:39:08.580 --> 00:39:11.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>was it's not a lot, but it is when you're trying to, when you're trying

597
00:39:11.740 --> 00:39:15.340
<v Joanne Lockwood>to get it, get the cash in. Especially when you're

598
00:39:15.340 --> 00:39:19.140
<v Joanne Lockwood>niche, you haven't got big budgets and big, big marketing

599
00:39:19.140 --> 00:39:23.020
<v Joanne Lockwood>departments. You say you're doing it all yourself. You're a little introvert sat there in

600
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<v Joanne Lockwood>your studio begging for money, which is not your forte.

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<v AJ Hannah>No, you know, I'm actually one of those people that I can't Even I've been

602
00:39:31.220 --> 00:39:34.600
<v AJ Hannah>in instances where I needed to hitchhike. I can't even

603
00:39:35.000 --> 00:39:38.760
<v AJ Hannah>work up the courage to stick my thumb out on the highway. I would

604
00:39:38.760 --> 00:39:42.280
<v AJ Hannah>rather end up walking 10 miles than ask for help.

605
00:39:42.920 --> 00:39:46.600
<v AJ Hannah>And, and so this is a whole new

606
00:39:46.600 --> 00:39:50.400
<v AJ Hannah>world that I'm going into because I want, you know, I want these

607
00:39:50.400 --> 00:39:54.320
<v AJ Hannah>people to see their passions come to life. I

608
00:39:54.320 --> 00:39:58.200
<v AJ Hannah>want these people to be paid and they should be paid what they're worth.

609
00:39:58.760 --> 00:40:02.690
<v AJ Hannah>And I'd love to do that. I'm just, you know, I

610
00:40:02.690 --> 00:40:05.530
<v AJ Hannah>don't come from a tonne of wealth

611
00:40:06.490 --> 00:40:10.410
<v AJ Hannah>was born. I'm the first in my family to go to college, to graduate

612
00:40:10.410 --> 00:40:14.410
<v AJ Hannah>college, I should say, you know,

613
00:40:14.490 --> 00:40:18.210
<v AJ Hannah>I don't know that I'm the first to like be out, you know, out as

614
00:40:18.210 --> 00:40:22.010
<v AJ Hannah>a queer person. But I

615
00:40:22.890 --> 00:40:26.850
<v AJ Hannah>grew up in upper middle class, but I

616
00:40:26.850 --> 00:40:30.650
<v AJ Hannah>grew up in a way that was like house poor,

617
00:40:30.650 --> 00:40:34.610
<v AJ Hannah>I guess. So we have a, we have a

618
00:40:34.610 --> 00:40:38.090
<v AJ Hannah>nice big home kind of that I grew up in

619
00:40:39.370 --> 00:40:43.210
<v AJ Hannah>that districted to a nice school district so that I could get the education.

620
00:40:43.610 --> 00:40:47.570
<v AJ Hannah>My dad's originally from West Virginia. He basically finished

621
00:40:47.570 --> 00:40:51.410
<v AJ Hannah>his high school education and went straight into a union

622
00:40:51.410 --> 00:40:55.280
<v AJ Hannah>job. And as a, you know, black American with a high

623
00:40:55.280 --> 00:40:59.160
<v AJ Hannah>school education in order to get into upper middle class, that was a

624
00:40:59.160 --> 00:41:02.960
<v AJ Hannah>big thing. So yeah, that's not. If I had the

625
00:41:02.960 --> 00:41:06.920
<v AJ Hannah>money, if, you know, if my dad was able to donate a million dollars to

626
00:41:06.920 --> 00:41:10.880
<v AJ Hannah>start my, you know, whatever, that would be great. But

627
00:41:10.880 --> 00:41:14.040
<v AJ Hannah>that's not how it is. You know, we're here and

628
00:41:14.600 --> 00:41:18.120
<v AJ Hannah>this is, I've got to do it myself. And that is

629
00:41:18.440 --> 00:41:22.360
<v AJ Hannah>perfectly fine. Love doing things by myself.

630
00:41:22.520 --> 00:41:26.160
<v Joanne Lockwood>So how did you get into this? Is this something you went, you picked up

631
00:41:26.160 --> 00:41:29.920
<v Joanne Lockwood>at school, college, university, or did you get a. You've had a

632
00:41:29.920 --> 00:41:33.840
<v Joanne Lockwood>career first and you then said, hang on a minute, I want to jump out

633
00:41:33.840 --> 00:41:37.640
<v Joanne Lockwood>of that corporate BS and start my own thing. What, what kind of.

634
00:41:37.880 --> 00:41:41.360
<v Joanne Lockwood>How do you, how do you set the studio up? Got you into it? I

635
00:41:41.360 --> 00:41:45.120
<v AJ Hannah>wish, you know, part of me wishes that, yeah, I had that corporate thing that

636
00:41:45.120 --> 00:41:48.940
<v AJ Hannah>I could, you know, fall back on. But no, I, I was a

637
00:41:48.940 --> 00:41:52.900
<v AJ Hannah>journalist for about a decade and then journalism really started

638
00:41:52.900 --> 00:41:56.540
<v AJ Hannah>to. I mean, it was already a dying industry when I went into it as

639
00:41:56.540 --> 00:41:59.900
<v AJ Hannah>an 18 year old who didn't know that I shouldn't be taking out all those

640
00:41:59.900 --> 00:42:03.860
<v AJ Hannah>student loans for journalism. But I did that

641
00:42:03.860 --> 00:42:07.740
<v AJ Hannah>for about a decade and for a couple of years you could see the

642
00:42:07.740 --> 00:42:11.620
<v AJ Hannah>writing on the wall. And I tried to get out, I tried

643
00:42:11.620 --> 00:42:15.440
<v AJ Hannah>to pivot I tried to, you know, look for something else, but it

644
00:42:15.440 --> 00:42:18.760
<v AJ Hannah>just wasn't happening. And I actually did

645
00:42:19.320 --> 00:42:22.040
<v AJ Hannah>whole, I think segment on the podcast,

646
00:42:23.320 --> 00:42:26.840
<v AJ Hannah>this queer book saved my life or something like that about

647
00:42:27.000 --> 00:42:29.640
<v AJ Hannah>how I ended up reading

648
00:42:32.760 --> 00:42:36.280
<v AJ Hannah>a storey about two Sapphic women

649
00:42:37.000 --> 00:42:39.880
<v AJ Hannah>who not only fell in love, but there was also like

650
00:42:40.940 --> 00:42:43.820
<v AJ Hannah>this otherworldly mystery that was going on.

651
00:42:44.940 --> 00:42:47.660
<v AJ Hannah>And I was like, oh,

652
00:42:48.780 --> 00:42:52.780
<v AJ Hannah>this can be mainstream. And so I was like, well, why

653
00:42:52.940 --> 00:42:56.740
<v AJ Hannah>aren't there more storeys like this? Where can I find more storeys like

654
00:42:56.740 --> 00:43:00.300
<v AJ Hannah>this? And one of the, one of the Sapphic women was a person of colour

655
00:43:00.300 --> 00:43:03.260
<v AJ Hannah>too. So it was like, it was just hitting all the notes for me. It

656
00:43:03.260 --> 00:43:06.820
<v AJ Hannah>wasn't just like a coming out storey or like a first love storey or a

657
00:43:06.820 --> 00:43:10.670
<v AJ Hannah>rom com. It was like this thing that had a little bit of

658
00:43:10.670 --> 00:43:14.430
<v AJ Hannah>like sci fi mystery to it. It had, you know, a

659
00:43:14.430 --> 00:43:18.350
<v AJ Hannah>person of colour as a main character. It had, you know,

660
00:43:19.150 --> 00:43:22.830
<v AJ Hannah>adult overtures. It wasn't just like a high school, you know,

661
00:43:22.830 --> 00:43:26.750
<v AJ Hannah>storey. So I tried to look for more of those storeys

662
00:43:26.750 --> 00:43:30.750
<v AJ Hannah>and I, and I found a few, but they're so hard to find. And

663
00:43:30.750 --> 00:43:33.390
<v AJ Hannah>there were mostly indie creators and

664
00:43:34.610 --> 00:43:37.970
<v AJ Hannah>I had had some connections in the industry before

665
00:43:39.330 --> 00:43:43.170
<v AJ Hannah>the whole journalism collapse and I had

666
00:43:43.170 --> 00:43:46.850
<v AJ Hannah>always wanted to get back to creative writing. So I was like, you know what?

667
00:43:46.850 --> 00:43:50.690
<v AJ Hannah>And then all those DEI shut offs were happening and layoffs and stuff in the

668
00:43:50.690 --> 00:43:53.730
<v AJ Hannah>animation industry and I was like, okay, well

669
00:43:54.690 --> 00:43:58.250
<v AJ Hannah>if nobody else is going to do this, we're going to do this. Let's do

670
00:43:58.250 --> 00:44:02.210
<v AJ Hannah>this. Let's come together and start making stuff and

671
00:44:03.490 --> 00:44:07.490
<v AJ Hannah>actually put it out there for people that want it and need

672
00:44:07.490 --> 00:44:11.370
<v AJ Hannah>it and we don't have to. Let's stop

673
00:44:11.370 --> 00:44:14.530
<v AJ Hannah>trying to pitch to people that aren't going to listen to us anyway.

674
00:44:15.730 --> 00:44:19.530
<v AJ Hannah>So yeah, that's, that's kind of the long and short of how I ended up

675
00:44:19.530 --> 00:44:23.010
<v AJ Hannah>here. So you mentioned the layoffs, the dei,

676
00:44:23.570 --> 00:44:27.500
<v Joanne Lockwood>the political climate. In passing there. We're living in a, I hate this

677
00:44:27.500 --> 00:44:31.140
<v Joanne Lockwood>word, unprecedented. Everything's become bloody unprecedented, isn't it?

678
00:44:31.860 --> 00:44:35.540
<v Joanne Lockwood>But the world as we know it has been kind of kicked into the orbit

679
00:44:35.540 --> 00:44:38.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>at the moment. What's going on? The pushback against dei, the pushback against

680
00:44:39.620 --> 00:44:43.260
<v Joanne Lockwood>what we thought was progressive moves to be a more inclusive

681
00:44:43.260 --> 00:44:46.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>culture, society, workplace now seems to be kind of

682
00:44:47.460 --> 00:44:51.060
<v Joanne Lockwood>fighting against right wing extremism, doesn't it? And

683
00:44:51.390 --> 00:44:55.310
<v Joanne Lockwood>are you fearing that within what you're doing? I mean, it's precedented in

684
00:44:55.310 --> 00:44:59.310
<v AJ Hannah>the way of like Nazis, but to be, you know, quite

685
00:44:59.310 --> 00:45:02.830
<v AJ Hannah>honest, yeah, in Is there ways that I fear it?

686
00:45:03.390 --> 00:45:07.270
<v AJ Hannah>Sure. My. Even back in, when I was a journalist, still my face was

687
00:45:07.270 --> 00:45:10.670
<v AJ Hannah>put on a white supremacist website for what I write about.

688
00:45:11.070 --> 00:45:13.750
<v AJ Hannah>Know that we're not going to get certain funding and I know that we're going

689
00:45:13.750 --> 00:45:17.470
<v AJ Hannah>to get blowback from people in the right wing. That's if we ever get

690
00:45:17.470 --> 00:45:21.470
<v AJ Hannah>popular enough to be seen by them as pushing an agenda.

691
00:45:21.550 --> 00:45:25.510
<v AJ Hannah>But that's not. What else am I going to do? Compromise my morals? What

692
00:45:25.510 --> 00:45:29.470
<v AJ Hannah>else am I going to do? Pretend to be someone that I'm not? They already

693
00:45:29.550 --> 00:45:33.510
<v AJ Hannah>know. They, the big. They already know who I

694
00:45:33.510 --> 00:45:37.310
<v AJ Hannah>am. I'm already I. For a lot of us, we have nothing else to

695
00:45:37.310 --> 00:45:41.310
<v AJ Hannah>lose. We lost our jobs, you know, we, we

696
00:45:41.310 --> 00:45:44.670
<v AJ Hannah>lost our source of income. We are struggling against

697
00:45:44.910 --> 00:45:48.830
<v AJ Hannah>places that aren't going to hire us because of the names that we have

698
00:45:48.830 --> 00:45:52.600
<v AJ Hannah>on the application or because we are born

699
00:45:52.600 --> 00:45:56.000
<v AJ Hannah>female or because, you know, we're

700
00:45:56.960 --> 00:46:00.920
<v AJ Hannah>people of colour or because, you know, a Google search will

701
00:46:00.920 --> 00:46:03.600
<v AJ Hannah>show you that this person is queer. We're already

702
00:46:04.880 --> 00:46:08.840
<v AJ Hannah>there. So what's to stop us? I

703
00:46:08.840 --> 00:46:12.080
<v AJ Hannah>mean, is the smart thing to

704
00:46:12.800 --> 00:46:16.480
<v AJ Hannah>lay a bit low? I suppose, but

705
00:46:16.480 --> 00:46:20.360
<v AJ Hannah>laying low is not helping in a way, I guess, like

706
00:46:21.560 --> 00:46:25.080
<v AJ Hannah>we're not, we're not making that sort of

707
00:46:25.640 --> 00:46:29.560
<v AJ Hannah>healthy impact on our own life. We touched on it right at the beginning

708
00:46:29.560 --> 00:46:33.360
<v Joanne Lockwood>of this. Who are we doing this for? Who are you doing this for? You're

709
00:46:33.360 --> 00:46:36.840
<v Joanne Lockwood>doing it for the queer community, for the bipoc community. You're doing it for people

710
00:46:37.240 --> 00:46:41.240
<v Joanne Lockwood>who look up to you as people, who are representing them

711
00:46:41.240 --> 00:46:45.070
<v Joanne Lockwood>and having a voice and giving them hope. I think if you lay

712
00:46:45.070 --> 00:46:48.870
<v Joanne Lockwood>low, what you're doing is you're

713
00:46:48.870 --> 00:46:52.630
<v Joanne Lockwood>copping out, you're doing what corporates do all the time. They

714
00:46:52.630 --> 00:46:56.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>say it's just too difficult, we'll step away from it. And I

715
00:46:56.510 --> 00:46:59.630
<v Joanne Lockwood>don't think we, and I say we, as in marginalised communities,

716
00:47:00.350 --> 00:47:04.310
<v Joanne Lockwood>we have a responsibility to say, hang on a minute, I'm not

717
00:47:04.310 --> 00:47:08.310
<v Joanne Lockwood>going to lay low, I'm not going to hide. I'm here whether

718
00:47:08.310 --> 00:47:12.060
<v Joanne Lockwood>you like me or not. In fact, the more I'm distasteful to you, the

719
00:47:12.060 --> 00:47:16.020
<v Joanne Lockwood>more I'm going to make myself in your face because I

720
00:47:16.020 --> 00:47:19.660
<v Joanne Lockwood>want to remind you that I'm not going to go away. And I think that's

721
00:47:19.660 --> 00:47:23.060
<v Joanne Lockwood>the world we're in at the moment, isn't it? Try and repress us, try and

722
00:47:23.060 --> 00:47:26.980
<v Joanne Lockwood>oppress us, try and shut us down, but we've got

723
00:47:26.980 --> 00:47:29.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>to keep existing just to be

724
00:47:30.700 --> 00:47:33.900
<v Joanne Lockwood>unpalatable to the people who don't. Like us, I guess.

725
00:47:35.270 --> 00:47:38.950
<v AJ Hannah>So there's. I have two thoughts on that. One is that Michelangelo

726
00:47:39.430 --> 00:47:43.350
<v AJ Hannah>painted the Sistine Chapel and he wasn't necessarily religious, Right.

727
00:47:43.430 --> 00:47:47.030
<v AJ Hannah>But he painted this religious, beautiful piece of art

728
00:47:47.270 --> 00:47:51.030
<v AJ Hannah>that is recognised now. And so

729
00:47:51.030 --> 00:47:55.030
<v AJ Hannah>it's. I have the thought of how can we be

730
00:47:55.190 --> 00:47:58.790
<v AJ Hannah>subversive or kind of, how can we

731
00:47:58.950 --> 00:48:02.830
<v AJ Hannah>be there and very much still be loud and

732
00:48:02.830 --> 00:48:06.630
<v AJ Hannah>showy, but also like just under their

733
00:48:06.630 --> 00:48:10.470
<v AJ Hannah>nose enough to where we're

734
00:48:10.470 --> 00:48:14.310
<v AJ Hannah>able to paint on their ceiling? And then they

735
00:48:14.310 --> 00:48:18.270
<v AJ Hannah>come back and they don't realise it at first because of all of the

736
00:48:18.270 --> 00:48:22.270
<v AJ Hannah>prejudice that they have in their hearts. And it's not until years later

737
00:48:22.270 --> 00:48:25.790
<v AJ Hannah>that they realise, oh, this beautiful piece of art

738
00:48:26.110 --> 00:48:29.880
<v AJ Hannah>was made by like this little gremlin of a person.

739
00:48:30.280 --> 00:48:34.200
<v AJ Hannah>But so I. I have two thoughts. Yes. And I never.

740
00:48:34.360 --> 00:48:38.200
<v AJ Hannah>I don't do things for people. I've been told in the past that people

741
00:48:38.200 --> 00:48:41.880
<v AJ Hannah>look up to me for stuff and I don't necessarily do things

742
00:48:41.960 --> 00:48:45.720
<v AJ Hannah>for people, for other people. I don't know if that's the autism in me

743
00:48:46.120 --> 00:48:49.240
<v AJ Hannah>or if that's just the. Hey,

744
00:48:49.880 --> 00:48:53.680
<v AJ Hannah>I don't have the time to process other people thinking about

745
00:48:53.680 --> 00:48:55.240
<v AJ Hannah>me in any sort of capacity.

746
00:48:58.070 --> 00:49:01.430
<v Joanne Lockwood>Nobody sets out to be a role model, do they? Nobody sets out to be

747
00:49:01.590 --> 00:49:05.030
<v Joanne Lockwood>a people's champion. People will accuse you of it and you go,

748
00:49:05.190 --> 00:49:08.990
<v Joanne Lockwood>okay, if you think I'm a role model or other people's champion, thank you, I

749
00:49:08.990 --> 00:49:12.870
<v Joanne Lockwood>appreciate the. But I don't do it for that. No.

750
00:49:12.870 --> 00:49:16.710
<v AJ Hannah>So I. It's more of the play in their face,

751
00:49:16.710 --> 00:49:20.590
<v AJ Hannah>like, okay, you're gonna lay us off. Okay. You're going to not give

752
00:49:20.590 --> 00:49:24.460
<v AJ Hannah>us jobs, Fine. Okay, you're not going to put

753
00:49:24.460 --> 00:49:28.220
<v AJ Hannah>our characters in front of the audience.

754
00:49:29.260 --> 00:49:32.540
<v AJ Hannah>Fine, we'll do it ourselves. We'll do it.

755
00:49:33.260 --> 00:49:37.260
<v AJ Hannah>We'll build it and make it and put it out there. And just because

756
00:49:37.260 --> 00:49:40.260
<v AJ Hannah>you don't want it doesn't mean it's not going to be out there. Doesn't mean

757
00:49:40.260 --> 00:49:43.500
<v AJ Hannah>it's not going to not be made, doesn't mean it's not going to not exist.

758
00:49:44.140 --> 00:49:48.030
<v AJ Hannah>It's still going to exist. That is, I

759
00:49:48.030 --> 00:49:50.550
<v AJ Hannah>guess, where I come from in the whole.

760
00:49:51.990 --> 00:49:55.510
<v AJ Hannah>Yeah, let's. For what purpose do I do this? If that makes sense.

761
00:49:55.590 --> 00:49:59.470
<v Joanne Lockwood>Presumably, I look at why I do what I do sometimes and I use. Probably

762
00:49:59.470 --> 00:50:03.190
<v Joanne Lockwood>use the word hope. You don't buy a lottery ticket expecting to win the lottery,

763
00:50:03.190 --> 00:50:05.630
<v Joanne Lockwood>but if you buy a lottery ticket, at least you've got some hope you've got

764
00:50:05.630 --> 00:50:09.270
<v Joanne Lockwood>a Dream. You can pretend you think, oh, if I won, what would I spend

765
00:50:09.270 --> 00:50:13.140
<v Joanne Lockwood>the money on? So people don't buy lottery tickets. If anything other than a dream

766
00:50:13.140 --> 00:50:16.940
<v Joanne Lockwood>or a hope. And I think I could be repressed by

767
00:50:16.940 --> 00:50:20.380
<v Joanne Lockwood>society. I could have people telling me I'm not good enough. I'm this, I'm that.

768
00:50:20.780 --> 00:50:24.700
<v Joanne Lockwood>I'm a Byron. All the things people say about queer trans people, whatever,

769
00:50:25.180 --> 00:50:29.020
<v Joanne Lockwood>and I could just be downtrodden by it, or I could say, actually,

770
00:50:29.020 --> 00:50:32.060
<v Joanne Lockwood>I want to have power. I want to have agency. I want to reclaim that.

771
00:50:32.300 --> 00:50:35.380
<v Joanne Lockwood>I want to be part of a wider community. I want to be in the

772
00:50:35.380 --> 00:50:38.980
<v Joanne Lockwood>middle of that, because that gives me hope. It makes me believe that I'm not

773
00:50:38.980 --> 00:50:42.610
<v Joanne Lockwood>alone. It makes me believe I'm part of something bigger. So I think that's why

774
00:50:42.610 --> 00:50:46.330
<v Joanne Lockwood>I do. What I do is to be part of something bigger than me, so

775
00:50:46.330 --> 00:50:50.090
<v Joanne Lockwood>I get hope. And I can. By helping others.

776
00:50:50.730 --> 00:50:54.410
<v Joanne Lockwood>I don't worry about helping me anymore because I'm part of

777
00:50:54.410 --> 00:50:58.330
<v Joanne Lockwood>everybody. And I think that's why I do what I do, and that's why I

778
00:50:58.330 --> 00:51:02.330
<v Joanne Lockwood>won't stop doing what I do, because it gives me a purpose

779
00:51:02.330 --> 00:51:06.250
<v Joanne Lockwood>in life to do something. That's a good reason. It's

780
00:51:06.250 --> 00:51:10.200
<v AJ Hannah>good to have a purpose, I guess. Like, it's good

781
00:51:10.200 --> 00:51:13.120
<v AJ Hannah>to have a purpose and to have a reason and to. And to give people

782
00:51:13.120 --> 00:51:17.040
<v AJ Hannah>hope. And that's very positive. I

783
00:51:17.040 --> 00:51:20.840
<v AJ Hannah>do things on the opposite spectrum. I do them

784
00:51:20.840 --> 00:51:24.560
<v AJ Hannah>for chaos and vindication

785
00:51:24.720 --> 00:51:28.720
<v AJ Hannah>and, you know, that sort of troublemaking. Yeah, good

786
00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:32.160
<v Joanne Lockwood>trouble. Good trouble. You tell me it's wrong. You tell me I can't do this.

787
00:51:32.160 --> 00:51:35.670
<v AJ Hannah>Fine, I'll do it. Like I don't care. Fuck you.

788
00:51:36.230 --> 00:51:40.110
<v AJ Hannah>Yeah, that kind of. All right. Fuck you. We'll do it.

789
00:51:40.110 --> 00:51:43.630
<v AJ Hannah>You're not gonna stop me from doing it. Part of that comes from a lot

790
00:51:43.630 --> 00:51:47.590
<v AJ Hannah>of people of colour. Queer people of colour especially. We realise early on

791
00:51:47.590 --> 00:51:51.430
<v AJ Hannah>you gotta be twice as good to get half as far just because of

792
00:51:51.430 --> 00:51:55.430
<v AJ Hannah>the way that you look. So as a. As a person of colour.

793
00:51:55.670 --> 00:51:58.990
<v AJ Hannah>So then once you add in, like a. As a queer person of colour, as

794
00:51:58.990 --> 00:52:02.660
<v AJ Hannah>a trans person of colour, it's like, fuck it. Like, we're

795
00:52:02.660 --> 00:52:06.540
<v AJ Hannah>gonna. We already know we gotta work hard for anything. So you're already

796
00:52:06.620 --> 00:52:10.140
<v AJ Hannah>gonna tell me I can't have it. So I'm not gonna. Like.

797
00:52:10.620 --> 00:52:13.780
<v AJ Hannah>Doesn't necessarily mean I actually can't have it. It just means you're gonna tell me

798
00:52:13.780 --> 00:52:16.540
<v AJ Hannah>I can't have it, and then I just gotta work twice as hard to prove

799
00:52:16.540 --> 00:52:20.540
<v AJ Hannah>that I can. Do it. So what's it matter? But the secret is you

800
00:52:20.540 --> 00:52:23.220
<v Joanne Lockwood>don't want. Don't want them to have it anyway. You don't want what they have.

801
00:52:23.220 --> 00:52:25.980
<v Joanne Lockwood>You don't. You don't. You don't want it on their rules. That's what you're doing,

802
00:52:25.980 --> 00:52:29.590
<v Joanne Lockwood>what you're doing because you wanna create your own rules, create your own platform, create

803
00:52:29.590 --> 00:52:33.430
<v Joanne Lockwood>your own audience. It's that sense of justice, like what is right

804
00:52:33.910 --> 00:52:36.790
<v AJ Hannah>and what needs to be right and what should be right.

805
00:52:37.430 --> 00:52:41.190
<v AJ Hannah>Everybody should be equal. Everybody should get an opportunity. Everybody should have

806
00:52:41.590 --> 00:52:45.550
<v AJ Hannah>this. If they have this potential, they should be able to show it. It's

807
00:52:45.550 --> 00:52:49.470
<v AJ Hannah>that need for justice. It's that need to be able to dance

808
00:52:49.470 --> 00:52:53.200
<v AJ Hannah>on the graves of your enemies. Like, that's why

809
00:52:53.200 --> 00:52:57.200
<v AJ Hannah>I do things. I continue to live for spite. I

810
00:52:57.200 --> 00:53:01.040
<v AJ Hannah>continue to be me for spite, you know, for hope. And that's. It's,

811
00:53:01.040 --> 00:53:04.960
<v AJ Hannah>it's great to have hope because you need to have the dichotomy. Yeah,

812
00:53:05.600 --> 00:53:08.960
<v Joanne Lockwood>well, I know that I. People off just by existing,

813
00:53:09.680 --> 00:53:13.480
<v Joanne Lockwood>just by speaking, just by being. Being in spaces. I. I upset people. I know

814
00:53:13.480 --> 00:53:16.680
<v Joanne Lockwood>there's people in the room who look at me with their. Down their nose going,

815
00:53:16.680 --> 00:53:20.480
<v Joanne Lockwood>oh, you're not normal. It's like. I go, hell, yeah. Hell yeah.

816
00:53:20.670 --> 00:53:24.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>Good. Is it sometimes intimidating? Yeah, absolutely.

817
00:53:24.990 --> 00:53:28.790
<v AJ Hannah>Do I always. There have been times when I've

818
00:53:28.790 --> 00:53:31.790
<v AJ Hannah>wished I don't look the way that I do.

819
00:53:32.750 --> 00:53:36.749
<v AJ Hannah>Not because, like, I don't like who I am, but just because I don't

820
00:53:36.749 --> 00:53:40.710
<v AJ Hannah>like the attention. But it's never actually stopped me from doing

821
00:53:40.710 --> 00:53:44.710
<v AJ Hannah>anything. So. Can I unpack that a bit? You say you don't

822
00:53:44.710 --> 00:53:48.410
<v Joanne Lockwood>like the way you look, or you just look like a young

823
00:53:48.410 --> 00:53:52.290
<v Joanne Lockwood>person of colour. Queer person. I mean, you didn't look queer. You just looked

824
00:53:52.290 --> 00:53:56.250
<v Joanne Lockwood>like a young. A young. Yeah. Well, and that's the, that's the thing

825
00:53:56.250 --> 00:54:00.130
<v AJ Hannah>is like. Okay, so as a person of colour, you already

826
00:54:00.130 --> 00:54:04.050
<v AJ Hannah>stand out sometimes. Going into a classroom or

827
00:54:04.050 --> 00:54:07.890
<v AJ Hannah>going into a business or going into, like a boardroom.

828
00:54:07.890 --> 00:54:11.610
<v AJ Hannah>You're already kind of standing out as a person of colour because that's not,

829
00:54:12.330 --> 00:54:16.310
<v AJ Hannah>you know, that's not what. I don't know.

830
00:54:16.310 --> 00:54:20.190
<v AJ Hannah>You just. You, you are. You get that. That blowback sometimes, or you get that,

831
00:54:20.430 --> 00:54:24.350
<v AJ Hannah>you know, second glance. And then for the longest time, like

832
00:54:24.670 --> 00:54:28.590
<v AJ Hannah>right now, I don't have it on, but for the longest time, I

833
00:54:28.590 --> 00:54:32.510
<v AJ Hannah>couldn't wear a binder because even wearing a binder,

834
00:54:32.590 --> 00:54:36.350
<v AJ Hannah>I still had it. Just made it look like I

835
00:54:36.350 --> 00:54:40.270
<v AJ Hannah>had a sports bra on. I'm Non binary. I'm gender fluid.

836
00:54:40.270 --> 00:54:43.750
<v AJ Hannah>So. So, you know, I do a lot of she her. That's the way I

837
00:54:43.750 --> 00:54:47.710
<v AJ Hannah>grew up. But there were so many times, especially post

838
00:54:48.910 --> 00:54:51.470
<v AJ Hannah>having kids where I was like, I

839
00:54:52.670 --> 00:54:56.629
<v AJ Hannah>am not a she her. Especially today. But I couldn't, I

840
00:54:56.629 --> 00:55:00.230
<v AJ Hannah>couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't wear a binder. I couldn't, you know, or

841
00:55:00.230 --> 00:55:04.190
<v AJ Hannah>I could, but it just didn't, it didn't give me that whatever

842
00:55:04.830 --> 00:55:08.190
<v AJ Hannah>sense of who I am.

843
00:55:09.150 --> 00:55:11.950
<v AJ Hannah>And I got top surgery. So now

844
00:55:12.590 --> 00:55:16.550
<v AJ Hannah>I'm able to be femme

845
00:55:16.550 --> 00:55:19.550
<v AJ Hannah>when I want to or feminine presenting when I want to, and I'm able to

846
00:55:19.550 --> 00:55:23.470
<v AJ Hannah>be masculine presenting when I want to. They took five pounds

847
00:55:23.470 --> 00:55:27.430
<v AJ Hannah>off the top. Five pounds. And I still have

848
00:55:27.430 --> 00:55:31.350
<v AJ Hannah>a significant, you know, thing here. So

849
00:55:31.350 --> 00:55:35.200
<v AJ Hannah>that's. But it was quite something. So you had,

850
00:55:35.680 --> 00:55:39.560
<v Joanne Lockwood>you were well endowed up top. Yeah. So I

851
00:55:39.560 --> 00:55:43.520
<v AJ Hannah>haven't always felt that I look the way that I should.

852
00:55:45.600 --> 00:55:49.040
<v AJ Hannah>And I haven't necessarily always liked the attention,

853
00:55:49.520 --> 00:55:53.400
<v AJ Hannah>whether it was because, hey, you're a black person in this

854
00:55:53.400 --> 00:55:57.400
<v AJ Hannah>upper middle class boardroom or you're a black person in

855
00:55:57.400 --> 00:56:01.050
<v AJ Hannah>this, you know, advanced placement class, or

856
00:56:01.610 --> 00:56:05.530
<v AJ Hannah>you're a. Clearly you're a woman

857
00:56:05.610 --> 00:56:09.450
<v AJ Hannah>doing this very masculine thing. I guess in those

858
00:56:09.450 --> 00:56:13.370
<v AJ Hannah>ways, if that makes, if that does a little bit,

859
00:56:13.770 --> 00:56:17.770
<v AJ Hannah>digs into my treasure box. Yeah. I mean, I have

860
00:56:17.770 --> 00:56:21.770
<v Joanne Lockwood>a experience. I walk into rooms of several hundred

861
00:56:21.770 --> 00:56:25.640
<v Joanne Lockwood>people. I got on stage, speak to people, 600 people in the audience.

862
00:56:26.760 --> 00:56:30.520
<v Joanne Lockwood>Statistically, there will be other trans or gender diverse people in the room,

863
00:56:31.000 --> 00:56:34.960
<v Joanne Lockwood>but often I'm the exception. You know, I get

864
00:56:34.960 --> 00:56:38.880
<v Joanne Lockwood>on a bus, I get on a train. Generally I'm the only trans woman in

865
00:56:38.880 --> 00:56:42.760
<v Joanne Lockwood>my immediate, visible, immediate, immediate circle there.

866
00:56:43.240 --> 00:56:47.160
<v Joanne Lockwood>So I'm used to walking into places, being the old one

867
00:56:47.160 --> 00:56:50.960
<v Joanne Lockwood>out, or people look at me and go, what's your name? And you say,

868
00:56:50.960 --> 00:56:54.860
<v Joanne Lockwood>and they say, yeah, it's Joanne. Yeah, Joanne.

869
00:56:55.020 --> 00:56:58.860
<v Joanne Lockwood>Okay. They're kind of querying it or they hear the voice and not

870
00:56:58.860 --> 00:57:02.324
<v Joanne Lockwood>sure. I've kind of got, I don't know, over the last 10,

871
00:57:02.436 --> 00:57:05.820
<v Joanne Lockwood>12 years, I've been. I kind of got used to it and

872
00:57:06.620 --> 00:57:10.540
<v Joanne Lockwood>I don't even think about it anymore. I don't know, just maybe I'm privileged that

873
00:57:10.780 --> 00:57:14.780
<v Joanne Lockwood>I can not think about it. But yeah, I get away with it.

874
00:57:14.780 --> 00:57:17.420
<v Joanne Lockwood>And people don't say anything if they do

875
00:57:19.160 --> 00:57:22.920
<v Joanne Lockwood>Them. Them. Yeah, no, I still get that sometimes. I'll get

876
00:57:22.920 --> 00:57:26.880
<v AJ Hannah>that liberated feeling when they go, oh, thank you, sir. And

877
00:57:26.880 --> 00:57:30.720
<v AJ Hannah>I'm like, yes, yes. Like, yes. Especially if, like,

878
00:57:30.720 --> 00:57:33.919
<v AJ Hannah>I'm checking out at a grocery store or something like that. And I'm having a

879
00:57:33.919 --> 00:57:37.680
<v AJ Hannah>very masculine day and I'm, you know, have a binder on and I'm dressed in

880
00:57:37.680 --> 00:57:41.240
<v AJ Hannah>baggier clothes and I have my beanie and stuff like that. I'm like,

881
00:57:41.240 --> 00:57:44.960
<v AJ Hannah>yes, like that's. Or when they do that very long

882
00:57:44.960 --> 00:57:48.800
<v AJ Hannah>pause. For me as somebody that's like non binary or

883
00:57:48.800 --> 00:57:52.760
<v AJ Hannah>gender fluid. Awesome. You don't know what I am. Great. Love it. Because I don't

884
00:57:52.760 --> 00:57:55.960
<v AJ Hannah>know what I am half the time either. Ha ha. That's the whole point. I

885
00:57:55.960 --> 00:57:59.720
<v AJ Hannah>think that that goes along with that autism thing of like, we just like to.

886
00:58:00.360 --> 00:58:04.200
<v AJ Hannah>We don't think about ourselves a lot as like,

887
00:58:04.680 --> 00:58:07.960
<v AJ Hannah>people, so as people with like physical

888
00:58:08.280 --> 00:58:12.140
<v AJ Hannah>stationary planes of being. So it's like,

889
00:58:12.140 --> 00:58:16.140
<v AJ Hannah>okay, you want me to determine if I'm a boy or a girl today?

890
00:58:16.140 --> 00:58:19.900
<v AJ Hannah>That's like, can I just not be me, the creature that I am?

891
00:58:19.980 --> 00:58:23.860
<v AJ Hannah>But yeah, no. But then there's the. There are some days

892
00:58:23.860 --> 00:58:27.700
<v AJ Hannah>where I guess maybe one day I'll

893
00:58:27.700 --> 00:58:31.500
<v AJ Hannah>have the less thought about walking into a room

894
00:58:31.500 --> 00:58:35.140
<v AJ Hannah>and seeing who I am being reflected on people's

895
00:58:35.140 --> 00:58:39.030
<v AJ Hannah>faces. But I'm still very much

896
00:58:39.030 --> 00:58:42.990
<v AJ Hannah>in that young portion of thinking about what other people

897
00:58:42.990 --> 00:58:46.910
<v AJ Hannah>think about me, and I hate doing that. I

898
00:58:46.910 --> 00:58:50.750
<v AJ Hannah>try not to do that. At least thinking about what other

899
00:58:50.750 --> 00:58:54.550
<v AJ Hannah>people think about me in the physical sense of my being.

900
00:58:55.990 --> 00:58:59.830
<v AJ Hannah>That's something that like, comes up often enough because I have

901
00:58:59.830 --> 00:59:03.550
<v AJ Hannah>to, you know, you have to think about physical safety and blah, blah, blah, blah.

902
00:59:03.550 --> 00:59:07.020
<v Joanne Lockwood>Most people are more worried about themselves than they are about other people even notice

903
00:59:07.020 --> 00:59:10.900
<v Joanne Lockwood>you most of the time. Yeah, no, that's. That's true.

904
00:59:11.620 --> 00:59:15.540
<v AJ Hannah>And I. I'm also one of those people that can be a little bit.

905
00:59:16.660 --> 00:59:20.540
<v AJ Hannah>I have two kids. I have two younger kids. So I

906
00:59:20.540 --> 00:59:24.020
<v AJ Hannah>have found that I will step in front of them more

907
00:59:24.180 --> 00:59:28.060
<v AJ Hannah>to protect them and not care as much

908
00:59:28.060 --> 00:59:32.020
<v AJ Hannah>about my physical body as theirs. But then again,

909
00:59:32.020 --> 00:59:35.690
<v AJ Hannah>I didn't always think about my physical body that much.

910
00:59:36.010 --> 00:59:39.770
<v AJ Hannah>So it's one of those weird moments where it's like I know their. I don't

911
00:59:39.770 --> 00:59:42.730
<v AJ Hannah>want their physical body to be harmed, but like,

912
00:59:43.450 --> 00:59:46.650
<v AJ Hannah>forgetting that I have one that can also be.

913
00:59:47.210 --> 00:59:51.130
<v Joanne Lockwood>Yeah, I don't know if it's. I've. I've kind of reached this

914
00:59:51.130 --> 00:59:53.690
<v Joanne Lockwood>sort of plateau of existence where

915
00:59:54.890 --> 00:59:58.690
<v Joanne Lockwood>I don't think about, yay, I'm a woman. Yay, I'm this. Yay, I'm

916
00:59:58.690 --> 01:00:02.540
<v Joanne Lockwood>that. Which is, I think, what Cis people feel. They don't have any kind of.

917
01:00:02.540 --> 01:00:04.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>They don't get up and go, yeah, I'm a bloke today. Oh, yeah, I'm a

918
01:00:04.740 --> 01:00:08.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>woman. Great idea. Yeah. They just are. And I think I've found this

919
01:00:09.060 --> 01:00:12.820
<v Joanne Lockwood>plane of existence where I don't wake up thinking, yay, I'm a woman, or anything

920
01:00:12.820 --> 01:00:16.780
<v Joanne Lockwood>like this. I just wake up being me. But I still get. I still get

921
01:00:16.780 --> 01:00:20.620
<v Joanne Lockwood>queer joy, or trans joy, by someone saying, mind this lady,

922
01:00:20.620 --> 01:00:24.180
<v Joanne Lockwood>she's coming, you know, or mind this lady with her puppy or something like this.

923
01:00:24.180 --> 01:00:28.130
<v Joanne Lockwood>You know, people are talking about me and I. Oh, yes. So those,

924
01:00:28.290 --> 01:00:32.170
<v Joanne Lockwood>Those micro validations you get are

925
01:00:32.170 --> 01:00:35.970
<v Joanne Lockwood>brilliant. But apart from that, I guess I'd be pissed off if they

926
01:00:35.970 --> 01:00:39.650
<v Joanne Lockwood>said, mind this man or mind this bloke or something.

927
01:00:39.890 --> 01:00:43.730
<v Joanne Lockwood>I probably would get upset. But no, I. There's little moments of

928
01:00:43.730 --> 01:00:47.290
<v Joanne Lockwood>joy where people get it right without. Without prompting. And I'm. I'm not feeling

929
01:00:47.290 --> 01:00:51.130
<v Joanne Lockwood>particularly glamorous at that moment. I'm just wearing my hoodie or

930
01:00:51.130 --> 01:00:54.920
<v Joanne Lockwood>my wear. Wear a pair of jeans and I think, oh, life's good,

931
01:00:54.920 --> 01:00:58.600
<v Joanne Lockwood>life's good. But take in the joy and let everything else wash over you.

932
01:00:59.080 --> 01:01:03.040
<v Joanne Lockwood>Yeah, that's right, it is. And it's. I think you get too hung

933
01:01:03.040 --> 01:01:06.800
<v Joanne Lockwood>up on worrying about what other people think of you because you start to

934
01:01:06.800 --> 01:01:10.280
<v Joanne Lockwood>realise that they don't. They don't think about you, they think about themselves or

935
01:01:10.760 --> 01:01:14.440
<v Joanne Lockwood>they're rushing for something. The example I often use is if you've

936
01:01:14.760 --> 01:01:18.640
<v Joanne Lockwood>got a photograph, like a family photograph with a wedding or something, and

937
01:01:18.640 --> 01:01:22.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>there's 20 people in it, you hand the photograph around. Nobody

938
01:01:22.510 --> 01:01:26.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>looks at anybody in that photograph apart from themselves. Everyone, oh, I've got my

939
01:01:26.510 --> 01:01:29.790
<v Joanne Lockwood>eyes closed. I don't like my glasses in that one. Or they're standing like that

940
01:01:30.190 --> 01:01:33.790
<v Joanne Lockwood>and you won't notice anything about them because you're too busy looking about you and

941
01:01:34.110 --> 01:01:38.030
<v Joanne Lockwood>say, people just. People care about themselves. People will always look for

942
01:01:38.030 --> 01:01:41.990
<v Joanne Lockwood>themselves in a photograph. They'll always worry about themselves in public and they're

943
01:01:41.990 --> 01:01:45.550
<v Joanne Lockwood>too busy getting on their life. And I realised that and I think,

944
01:01:45.780 --> 01:01:49.260
<v Joanne Lockwood>okay, all I gotta do is just get on with my life. They'll get on

945
01:01:49.260 --> 01:01:53.260
<v Joanne Lockwood>with theirs. If I don't interact at that moment, we'll probably

946
01:01:53.260 --> 01:01:56.660
<v Joanne Lockwood>never interact again in our lives. So it doesn't matter. True.

947
01:01:56.980 --> 01:02:00.340
<v AJ Hannah>Very true. It's like that high school thing. Not everybody's looking at you.

948
01:02:00.980 --> 01:02:04.700
<v AJ Hannah>Don't worry about it. Nobody cares. They're worried about themselves. They're worried about

949
01:02:04.700 --> 01:02:08.620
<v Joanne Lockwood>themselves. When you realise that, life becomes much simpler if you just

950
01:02:08.620 --> 01:02:12.160
<v Joanne Lockwood>worry about yourself and don't worry about what other people think of it. Worry about

951
01:02:12.160 --> 01:02:15.120
<v AJ Hannah>yourself. Yeah. Because they're not thinking about you.

952
01:02:16.800 --> 01:02:20.760
<v Joanne Lockwood>They don't care unless you tell them to care. Unless you show that you care.

953
01:02:20.760 --> 01:02:24.240
<v AJ Hannah>Unless you show that it's like a weakness or something like that. Yeah, yeah,

954
01:02:24.320 --> 01:02:28.240
<v Joanne Lockwood>yeah. Then they can turn that against you or whatever thing. But

955
01:02:28.240 --> 01:02:31.680
<v Joanne Lockwood>generally it's their own insecurity that's coming out, not you.

956
01:02:32.560 --> 01:02:36.560
<v AJ Hannah>True. Yeah. But I've turned 60, so I guess

957
01:02:36.720 --> 01:02:40.700
<v Joanne Lockwood>I'm. I've had a lot of life and a lot of experience that I've learned

958
01:02:40.700 --> 01:02:44.700
<v Joanne Lockwood>these lessons. And if you're younger, you're still trying to figure yourself out,

959
01:02:44.700 --> 01:02:48.540
<v Joanne Lockwood>still trying to fight your way in the world, then I guess these

960
01:02:48.540 --> 01:02:51.740
<v Joanne Lockwood>challenges are real. I'll get there. I'll get there one day.

961
01:02:52.860 --> 01:02:56.300
<v Joanne Lockwood>Yeah. When you're a fantastic queer

962
01:02:57.500 --> 01:03:01.300
<v Joanne Lockwood>studio, Gay Disney celebrated the world over

963
01:03:01.300 --> 01:03:04.430
<v Joanne Lockwood>with revenue coming in and people looking to fund you, and you'll be sat there

964
01:03:04.430 --> 01:03:08.350
<v Joanne Lockwood>going, I made it. It got there in the end. And now giving

965
01:03:08.350 --> 01:03:12.110
<v Joanne Lockwood>everyone the finger if they're not interested. Yeah. All my

966
01:03:12.110 --> 01:03:15.830
<v AJ Hannah>wrinkles don't matter. The way that I look in my physical body doesn't matter.

967
01:03:15.830 --> 01:03:19.510
<v Joanne Lockwood>Yeah. Elevate yourself to Whoopi Goldberg status, won't you, where you'll be kind of like

968
01:03:19.750 --> 01:03:23.670
<v Joanne Lockwood>this really celebrated person that. Who doesn't give. Who

969
01:03:23.670 --> 01:03:27.550
<v Joanne Lockwood>doesn't give a flying fuck about anybody else because they've made it,

970
01:03:27.550 --> 01:03:30.090
<v Joanne Lockwood>and that's. That's where you're going to be. You're going to. You're going to be

971
01:03:30.090 --> 01:03:33.970
<v Joanne Lockwood>celebrated. True. You just got to project

972
01:03:34.130 --> 01:03:38.090
<v AJ Hannah>confidence, I guess. Project confidence. Just. Yeah, just go for

973
01:03:38.090 --> 01:03:41.890
<v Joanne Lockwood>it. Go for it, A.J. we've had a fantastic hour. I mean,

974
01:03:41.970 --> 01:03:44.450
<v Joanne Lockwood>I feel like I just carry on chatting to you, and it's a shame you're

975
01:03:44.450 --> 01:03:48.250
<v Joanne Lockwood>so far away, because I'd love to drop in for a coffee one day

976
01:03:48.250 --> 01:03:52.050
<v Joanne Lockwood>and see the studio, but. Yeah, no, it's been lovely talking to you,

977
01:03:52.130 --> 01:03:55.980
<v Joanne Lockwood>and I'm glad we got this reschedule. And our little

978
01:03:55.980 --> 01:03:59.580
<v Joanne Lockwood>puppy made an appearance halfway through just to say hello, which is good. It was

979
01:03:59.580 --> 01:04:03.460
<v Joanne Lockwood>nice to meet you. Yeah. Our first podcast. So

980
01:04:03.460 --> 01:04:06.220
<v Joanne Lockwood>many of my other episodes, I've had other people's dogs joining the show, and this

981
01:04:06.220 --> 01:04:10.140
<v Joanne Lockwood>is the first time I've had my own puppy joining in

982
01:04:10.140 --> 01:04:14.060
<v Joanne Lockwood>my podcast. So. Yeah, that's right. I don't know where

983
01:04:14.060 --> 01:04:17.820
<v Joanne Lockwood>she is now. I think she's fallen asleep somewhere. So she's. Puppies needs lots of

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<v AJ Hannah>rest. Puppies need. Not so. Well. I need to take her out for a walk.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Now it's just about turned get dark so I need to put my head torch

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<v Joanne Lockwood>on and get out there and take her for a walk. Okay.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Thank you so much. It's been amazing. Thank you. It was great talking with you.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>As we bring this conversation to a close, I want to express

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<v Joanne Lockwood>my deepest gratitude to you, our listener, for lending

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<v Joanne Lockwood>your ear and heart to the cause of inclusion.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Today's discussion struck a chord. Consider subscribing to Inclusion

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Got thoughts, storeys or a vision to share? I'm all

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<v Joanne Lockwood>ears. Reach out to jo.

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<v Joanne Lockwood>lockwood@seechangehappen.co.uk and

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<v Joanne Lockwood>let's make your voice heard. Until next time, this is

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<v Joanne Lockwood>Joanne Lockwood signing off with a promise to return with

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<v Joanne Lockwood>more enriching narratives that challenge, inspire and

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<v Joanne Lockwood>unite us all. Here's to fostering a more inclusive world one

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<v Joanne Lockwood>episode at a time. Catch you on the next bite.